About
Welcome, fellow dreamers, to my new blog, a rebirth, an honest way to express myself for myself by myself. A way for complete strangers to potentially judge, fall in love with, hate, agree with, disagree with, and feel about me. But the bottom line is, this is for me.
My dad died a year ago this month and I’ve been struggling, a lot. I don’t know how to feel about him or the loss of someone that is such an important part of who you are. I’ve read the books, I’ve talked to people, but it isn’t the same. No one can tell you how to grieve or how to feel. No one can make you feel the way they felt or guarantee the things that worked for them will work for you. I want so badly to talk about him, to just be honest, and I can’t, because I am not the only person that lost someone. I am not the only person to feel grief or anger or sadness. I feel selfish to talk about my grief and I hate that I can’t shake that feeling and just get on with the so-called “process” that I’m faced with. So this is it, this is my place to vent and to finally feel for myself, and more importantly, to get back to the thing I love most… the thing I gave up the day my dad died… my writing.
aspiringdreamcatcher 